Off the Line!

I got off the couch and i *gasp* . I pondered around , looking for some reason why should i feel the misery of thinking about what i shouldn't think about? I'm so clueless .

Okay now , close the start and start to write something much reasonable . Today was really exciting . I am too tired but fun :D it makes me feel that i shouldn't think about homeworks and books . muahahaha . well then , final year exam is coming . curse you exam -,- but , at the same time im hoping to make my results give me a step away smile . oh for sure im wishing for it .

can you feel the magic? i mean magic like the time moves so fast , when your eyes blink once , the times running 1 hour per second . get it? so yeah i feel it . people always say teens moment is the very challenging time . it can be a fake in a bed time stories . Fika and me always talk about this , HAHA . if u agree , it means that you've learned something through your life . I'm not planning to write an essay here . Just filling the empty space of my time . people see , people do , people learn . I'm growing up , but not growing like most of u out there define what is GROWING UP . i have my own perspective . and now i just found one more . HOLD TO YOUR PRINCIPE BUT DON'T FORCE IT INTO OTHERS . that's the best thing that human kind should eat and keep it in your stomach dudeeee. bye2 :)

I Asked Myself ... (?)

when i am down , and out this poem has always shown me that i have nothing to be down about , because God gives me just what i need . He knows better than us what that is , so this poem gives me strength ...

I asked God for strength, that I might achieve,

I was made weak that might learn to humbly obey.

I ask God for health, that I might do greater things,

I was given infirmity that I might do better things.

I ask God for riches, that I might be happy

I was given poverty, that I might be wise.

I ask God for power, that I might have praise of men,

I was given weakness, that I might feel the need of God.

I asked God for all things, that I might enjoy life,

I was given life that I might enjoy all things.

I got nothing I asked for-but everything

I hope for.Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered

I am among all men, most richly blessed.

By: unnamed soldier

weekend was great . so was the Friday . my friends and i planned to make Eid of this year really caught our spinal bone . about 10 houses we visited from 10.30 a.m until 6.00 p.m . well then , the moment was so great . .sorry to whom had invited me for their open house but i couldn't make it on weekend . i enjoyed raya with mom and dad going to relatives . i ate much and now i gain weight -,- i should stop aite?

my daily schedule is really hell to the yeah miserable -.- i can't cope with my own priority as a student . i can't concentrate on my studies . im sick of this lazinesssssssss! you get my point huh? okey im done here .

Happy Eid PEOPLE

soooooo . eventhough today is the 2nd day of raya , it is still a RAYA kankan??

so that , may i spend some time to write things i gonna write below okey ..

first of all .. to you guys and readers , wishing you the best Eid you have ever had . forgive me if i did something that broke or hurts your heart . imma just a normal human of a kind that always make mistakes and i knew it from the core . i know i wasn't a nice kid at all . but , seriously , i always pray to God , as i am improving myself from day to day . i know some of you people doesn't like me , but hey .. i forgive you and lets start from 0 - 0 okeyy ?? ;D no one's perfect right . forgive me aite ? :)

well , usually the day before raya i went to my granny's house . really i will say it to you , i was looking forward the day , day by day as i was soooo close with my relatives and of course my cousins . :) . though we meet 4 times a month , but Eid's day is the best moment .

to all my friends , I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH :) IM SORRY IF I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG and seriously , my friends are my life . sorry sebab tak dapat tulis nama sorang-sorang . sebab kalau nak tulis , tangan ni macam gatal sangat nak tulis semua orang and setiap sorang . huhu :D

emmmmmmm... mom , dad .. i know i am not really a good daughter but i'll try my best to make u both smile everyday. my 2nd point of priority is both of you . my first always my only God , ALLAH . :) . and one of a person *which i believes , she won't read this* , thank you because had spent your time with me , hear my stories and all . well , actually i sounded more to fool but seriously and obviously and actually , i was shivering and all my words scattered and i was the thing that burden you , right? im so sorry . i decided not to see you again but actually , i always hoping to see u everyday .

and for my only beloved, i am sorry and i know i wasn't a perfect for you , but at least i will try as you said in one of your text message . getting you is a wonderful thooong happened to me , because 3 years of obstacle and 3 years with my only dream of you was worth it . my heart is ONLY for you ..

and ALIFF AZHAM , you're a WOWWWWWWWWW! that's only i can said . haha . u know what , im tired to write about you again because u know sendirilah kan , tooooo many times and toooo many topics yana dah tulis about you lah kan . and now tak payah tulis pun takpe, because dalam hati yana tertulis semuanyaaaaaaaa . kih3 :P THANK YOU FOR LETTING YOUR EARS always besides me .

last but not the last as the last is the last , HOHO . SELAMAT HARI RAYA! YANG TINGGAL PUASA JANGAN LUPA GANTI!!