" Kamu ada 2 kaki 2 tangan semuanya sempurna masyaAllah "
2:1. Alif Laam Miim.
2:2. Kitab (Al Qur'an) ini tidak ada keraguan padanya; petunjuk bagi mereka yang bertakwa
you'll be experiencing what we called as 'petunjuk dari-Nya' insyaAllah :)
Grateful
I really am pretty much wreck about my own self confidence. I even found that I don't barely fathom about my own feelings. Sometimes I got all messed up. Then it will be just in a blink of eye I stood up and get in my positive side. You know, I was inspired to make this post when I was envy with what I shouldn't. By the time I realized that I was actually mumbling alone, this pair of eyes stuck onto a very penetrating sentence
I believe if you hold the strongest faith in Allah , you'll surely be guided to the right path . InsyaAllah if you have problems, read Quran : as what stated in surah Al-Baqarah
2:1. Alif Laam Miim.
2:2. Kitab (Al Qur'an) ini tidak ada keraguan padanya; petunjuk bagi mereka yang bertakwa
you'll be experiencing what we called as 'petunjuk dari-Nya' insyaAllah :)
2:1. Alif Laam Miim.
2:2. Kitab (Al Qur'an) ini tidak ada keraguan padanya; petunjuk bagi mereka yang bertakwa
you'll be experiencing what we called as 'petunjuk dari-Nya' insyaAllah :)
Self Motivator
Better to start with Assalamualaikum.
I don't know why but I'm here.. While in a state of suffering an incredible sore throat and fever , so sudden grabbing the laptop and broadband at 3 o'clock in the morning. By having not so comfy state with the redden in the throat, I conclude it is the cause of I couldn't experience the beauty sleep. I just wanted to keraiiiii :'(
So I decided to spend the night posting something on the blog since I had abandoned it for quite a long time teehee . Well I guess there are silent readers who won't admit *krik krik* . Not to show off , not to express my own feeling on this time post but as to reflect to my own self who is currently being possessed by my own conflicts . I started to write this on the intention to give some advice (if you see it as an advice) or else if you started to feel vomiting , you're welcome to leave from this page but then again thank you .
I am someone who believes that in this life , we certainly have choices. But often as we made an attempt to choose the wrong one , we have to consider about the effect we might face ahead of us. I don't know why I will always make an attempt by seeing through many little pieces of events occuring in my life , in the end the head will start drawing the draft of conclusion. This life is beautiful yet Allah s.w.t is the best creator . Non of any can be compared to the only One. He thought many things and only great thinker can reflect it . I... being one of His servants always been the pain in the ass to many people's life . I gotta admit that i am such a loser . i don't have an average teenage minds which usually cares about how to be perfect in front of a boyfriend , cares about my single life which has been for about 2 years , not even complaining that my social life is just seemingly to be futile. I didn't complaint about it most of the time . In fact , I had just realized that i've lost many people whom i care too much . In reality , not many people knows about my personal life , I succeed to keep most of the things well hidden . somehow only to the people whom I trust. So yeah , been given 3 months of holidays not planning any events that can grow my excited emotion , the chastisement of reflecting my current situation is just an agony . You know, by not having someone to be chatted through all night , not having a person to confess about everything , and actually craving for all those stuffs stated , is sometimes like a punishment to my self.
I don't know why but I'm here.. While in a state of suffering an incredible sore throat and fever , so sudden grabbing the laptop and broadband at 3 o'clock in the morning. By having not so comfy state with the redden in the throat, I conclude it is the cause of I couldn't experience the beauty sleep. I just wanted to keraiiiii :'(
So I decided to spend the night posting something on the blog since I had abandoned it for quite a long time teehee . Well I guess there are silent readers who won't admit *krik krik* . Not to show off , not to express my own feeling on this time post but as to reflect to my own self who is currently being possessed by my own conflicts . I started to write this on the intention to give some advice (if you see it as an advice) or else if you started to feel vomiting , you're welcome to leave from this page but then again thank you .
I am someone who believes that in this life , we certainly have choices. But often as we made an attempt to choose the wrong one , we have to consider about the effect we might face ahead of us. I don't know why I will always make an attempt by seeing through many little pieces of events occuring in my life , in the end the head will start drawing the draft of conclusion. This life is beautiful yet Allah s.w.t is the best creator . Non of any can be compared to the only One. He thought many things and only great thinker can reflect it . I... being one of His servants always been the pain in the ass to many people's life . I gotta admit that i am such a loser . i don't have an average teenage minds which usually cares about how to be perfect in front of a boyfriend , cares about my single life which has been for about 2 years , not even complaining that my social life is just seemingly to be futile. I didn't complaint about it most of the time . In fact , I had just realized that i've lost many people whom i care too much . In reality , not many people knows about my personal life , I succeed to keep most of the things well hidden . somehow only to the people whom I trust. So yeah , been given 3 months of holidays not planning any events that can grow my excited emotion , the chastisement of reflecting my current situation is just an agony . You know, by not having someone to be chatted through all night , not having a person to confess about everything , and actually craving for all those stuffs stated , is sometimes like a punishment to my self.
What had past will remain as past , indeed.
Choices are made to be chosen. Rendering to beautify each and every corner of life or making it uglier . Again , confusions struck . As what i have seen , choices are everywhere . Suffering within the wrongly made choice is just the matter. Whether it is proper to be labelled as 'suffering' or it is just what you have been destined. Looking to the surrounding that many other people SURROUNDS you had chosen to the exact same way of direction , most of 'em , let alone you misleading the conception of direction , ended up being lonely . Yeah , hoping for the better choice will be chosen , thinking wisely on deciding , having thought about any other people's feeling . that's what i am begging right now. But then again , as a Muslim , we have to believe Allah has better plans. As-Sobru minal Iman. sabar itu separuh daripada iman. Allah hates people who complains about everything .
So just get up , grateful to Allah . Looking at the previous , i complaint that i am currently going through the thick and thin all alone. Reflect again ,
Surah Qaff
"50:16. Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan manusia dan mengetahui apa yang dibisikkan oleh hatinya, dan Kami lebih dekat kepadanya dari pada urat lehernya"
i may not up to a standard people's life , having to consider about boyfriends and stuffs and all that , but yeah deep inside i know what i want. I know what i am and what i will go through. I still have the opportunities to fill up my stomach with good foods , Allah knows what's best for me. I am not perfect yet not mature enough to give opinions . If Allah wills , things will turn out better .
so hard to be understood aite?
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